I don’t feel very inspired at the moment, life is good in so many ways and I am so grateful for my life and know compared to so many others it is very easy, but I also find life hard. I know how easy it is to make mistakes and get into trouble, I know how easy it is to get into debt (I was in a lot of debt years ago and Christians against Poverty helped me get out of it). I am prone to being analytical and looking at all the what if’s and whys, I am prone to being self critical and that doesn’t help anything really. Self absorption doesn’t help anyone.
Waiting to find out where we will be living is hard, We put our trust in God but it is an active process of keeping deciding to do that because if we don’t, we start worrying. Especially with having 2 small children and potentially nowhere to live shortly. But we are choosing to be thankful and trust Him with our lives.
Having said all this, Chris has literally just rung and has got next week off, so we are off to Ireland next week sometime to take a look…!!! which is exciting if nothing else 😀
