Aah so much I could write about at the moment.. I have a busy brain… so much going on but also not much?!
I could talk about the garden, the house, the fact that we seem to have acquired a mouse and need to trap it… the kids and the fact that the Irish schools have already broken up for the summer.. or seem to have done.. the question of do we send J to school in September or have another pre-school year.. the fact that almost everyone you ever speak to about this, doesn’t listen but pours forth their views… The issue of how hard it is to get a routine during the day when there’s so much work to do in the garden/house etc, the issue of am I not looking after my kids properly because I don’t organise them like that??!! They seem pretty happy most of the time..
So much stuff in my head! And a lot more complicated than that too, but I’m not going into every detail… I also am struggling with my energy levels..I don’t know why..
I’m not stupid, I know our life is pretty good, I know a lot of it doesn’t matter, it’s just I do have a busy, analytical brain that thinks and thinks and thinks and thinks and thinks… so I’ve decided to do a mission statement about the basics of my life and take it from there and here it is:
God – I want to be your girl and that’s it.
To know your love so deeply and sweetly that nothing else matters and everything comes from that place.
see, nothing about ‘stuff’, just my busy brain being soothed and comforted by the knowledge of my saviour.
Take it from there…
‘Bless the Lord oh my soul, and all that is within me, bless his holy name’